I'm usually a bit intimidated by prayer. I mean how do you know what and who to pray for. This week I've really been looking forward to Prayer vigil. I always really like prayer vigil, but this one felt different. I feel like I really needed the time to sit down and just tell God how I feel. During my slot in prayer vigil I did exactly that. I sat down and told God about all the things going on in my life right now. I told him about things that hurt, and things that bring me joy, things I don't understand, and things things that make me mad. I think for the first time I really understand how to surrender my worries to God. It was very healing. It doesn't mean that the worries are gone, but now I have let God in to help me carry the load.